IT'S Like.....??

I DON'T FEEL LIKE ...well....ME!!
I mean I am still fat...physically I am me...but
mentally I don't thinkI am...
confused??...yes I think I am too..
lol..
I just realized I spent off 1/4 of my savings this year..
just by going out for...hmm...let's see..
one-three-...yeap! 6 days..so far..
that's a lot..for me anyway..
I was always talking about others..
how did they spend so much in so little time?
and now..I think I am doing the same..
this is bad..real bad..HORRIBLE!!
I've got to take actions...
plan ahead,
set an exact amount of how much I can not would spend..
yes..this will be it...
and my phone bill...I am so pathetic,
17-still all from my parents,
not to be insulting or what-so-ever...
anyway,it's 11.41 p.m. (in advance)

Merry Christmas ~God bless US All