♥ a M3 ♥

2011

2011-02-12T02:24:00.004+08:00

I spent NEW YEAR in China

countdown with the other 8 kids

it was quite memorable..to me...

my parents didn't even bother to stay up to wait for me and my brother==

and well

I started my year really POSITIVELY this year

and it just went on till now..NON-STOP

maybe there were some few 'stops' here and there

but I really did have a more open-mind

I don't feel so sheltered

I felt like I grew quite a lot in the past year

the sudden distance that I got from my 'usual friends' cause ALL of us took a different path

I had to buck up and meet new people

It may not seem that hard to others but to ME

it's sort of 'torturing' ?

during that period of time I literally walk through everyday feeling sorry for myself

which now I feel it was kind of 'OVER'..hehe...

It may not seem relevant to others but...I did Shut myself in my box

{which I'm really glad that I walked out of it}

I was paranoid...ever since I stepped into secondary school

My self-esteem was that LOW

but I doubt anyone really realised cause I tend to hide it well.....XD

I always have issues of doubting myself and comparing myself with others

I was never good enough in anything

AND I'm glad I came out from my old-self

thanks to .......................

I will have a happier life now thanks to you

eventhough you may not know what you have done for me

but I will always rememberXD

going on

2011-02-12T02:14:00.003+08:00

still going on with my life
and yes still in Form 6
so-called doing 'THE BEST I CAN'
when there are some others that STOP
It's already February
had been more than a month since I returned from Guilin,China
truthfully it wasn't the best family trip I have
I felt that going to Cameron Highland was even better
BUT....a very big 'BUT'...
thankfully me and my siblings made friends there
imagine 10 children (ranged from age 11-25){and yes 25 is still in the category}

playing together like we have met before the trip

It was a nice experience

and I am seriously thank-ing them

cause if it weren't for them

I would have just go through China feeling 'NEUTRAL' the whole time

P.S: my crapping skills are too AWESOME.....LOL!!

gonna crap my heart out

2011-02-12T02:11:00.001+08:00

cause it's a long time since I've blog
so I'm just going to crap out every single stuff that I remembered

it's not like I started it

2011-02-12T01:59:00.003+08:00

seriously I don't understand what's up with you
It was good enough that I did not say A WORD the last time
but again??....
come on GROW UP!!!.....
say what you want to....in front
don't go behind and start crapping like no other
problem is you are not even ANYONE
maybe I don't get to know you enough
but see-ing that side of you...Who would?!!
grow up and grow some MANNERS while you are at it

First

2010-06-10T22:38:00.002+08:00

very first time where I actually openly admit

that I have a crush

but sadly I don't have the courage to tell him

*big SIGH for myself*

anyway I should be in the mood of 'BERJUANG'

for my form6...

and this would be the first time I'm telling this out loud

that I am in ACS

{yes I confessing it right now} ")

I think I am having exams in 2 weeks time

& I seriously have no confidence to score in it

I am pursuing myself to concentrate in form6

like really hard

but unfortunately after 5 months of pure HOLIDAYS...

my brain is so not like what it used to be...T.T

even tough what it used-to-be wasn't that great

but still better than the condition it is now

...

main point

need to get YOU out of my head
Study...Study...& Study!!!

chao>.<

To

2010-05-30T13:45:00.006+08:00

All my Friends....

HI!!!!!....

anyway...suddenly just had the urge to blog about this..

hehehe~~~

just had a-kind-of-reunion with

Shiau Ling, Ciuyi, Ee Vee, Ling Wei & C.Kah yan

last but not least the two who came back from matriculation

Hui Ling n Ah Chin...{which should be at matrics by now}

we had dinner at Mr.Kaya

then after that went to Papa Kopitiam for a drink

{and by drink I really mean normal drink not the alcoholic type}

supposedly time-to-meet = 7.p.m

and proud to say I'm the only that is right-on-TIME...

so others came...then started talking..

mainly about our different lives....

Ee vee was supposed to arrive late but

we just kept talking NON-STOP till ev came..

and we still haven't order our dinner yet...

It has just been 3 weeks since we last met

and we already can't stop chatting...

Imagine if it was 3 years..

anyway...just wanted to SHOUT OUT to all my friends...

if you consider me as your friend then

I will always remain as you FRIEND....

No matter how different our lives are now...or maybe going to..

always remember that

I AM & WILL ALWAYS STAY YOUR FRIEND...

P.S.:Don't you dare to forget ME!!!! "P

Just

2010-05-27T15:57:00.004+08:00

ok...about last night...

was seriously pissed but then...

after~1hour and more?

was laughing and chatting like crazy..LOL!!!..

We are seriously..Mother & Daughter- relationship..FOR SURE.

I didn't want to put this photo but...ehhhh..??...

anyway..I wanted to say something but...

currently in a short-term-memory-loss state again...

Remembered!!!

yea almost knocked a car today...

MY BAD..for the first time...SORRY car~~

and so I went back to school to get certs to be certified..

normal issue...

and lucky me...=.= when I stepped into the office

teachers were just preparing to leave the school...

some was like...Shi Yunn..how are you?
some..=.=....EH!!..Wrong school....seriously sweat la...
some was like...nevermind,it's ok.....
others were like it's ok, just have to study hard in form 6...

and...I think that should be all...

LOL!!!...

it was just a quite funny scene...

and I have to say this...

STUDY HARD CSY!!!!..NO MORE FOOLING AROUND!!!!BE SERIOUS!!!!!

Pissed!!!!

2010-05-26T19:49:00.002+08:00

ERRHHH!!!.Damn piss off......

I wanted to finish my homework..

and Iron my clothes..

but now...seriously not in a mood...at all

I don't feel like going to school tomorrow!!!

but guilty-ness strike me....

got to return the book
got lots of homework
can't catch up with the syllabus
promise to give something
and my 'kehadiran'

arrrrhhh!!!!......AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!

and by the way,I didn't get Matriculation either..

SAD??...I know....

and...well that's all for now....

~~~(still pissed}

No more

2010-05-22T19:04:00.004+08:00

JPA's Result came out yesterday...

supposedly at 3p.m,but...well we all know...hehehe~~

so it came out at 4..if I'm not mistaken

&as I expected eventough how much I didn't want it to come true..

I didn't get it....

but on the other hand so far...

few that are expected to get didn't get as well...

seriously ????.....

so anyway I'm really taking all these sign as

A BLESSING IN DISGUISE

hehehe~~ I'm going on my 'positive road'

so actually my last hope is on this coming monday

where the results for the appeal of matriculation is reveal....

but come to think about it...I really WANT & DON'T WANT to get it..

how contradicting am I...LOL!!

going matrics-at least I still have the confidence to get 4 FLAT/ A'S

going Form 6- really makes me wonder if I really can get 4 FLAT-S

initially I didn't want to go to Form 6 because I'M LAZY!!

yes I know I am and I am willing to admit it openly..LOL!!

But actually I'm not sure what to say anymore

as quoted in my facebook status....

What To Do?..Stay SAFE & POSITIVE in Form 6!!!!

Something different

2010-05-18T17:45:00.003+08:00

At last after 5 days of school,

the 6th day was the best-not-boring-day...

as usual,we had our assembly

but my-first-experience 'almost-coming-to-school-LATE'

I actually ran to the school gate{fear of hearing the bells ring}

in the end CKY was still the "earliest" and see-ing how she walk to the assembly area made me feel like a DUMBO

and we were suppose to sing 'Negaraku' BUT the music came out was the state song

so...???

we get to know our classes...AT-LAST!!!!

I'm in 6....wait....let me think first....I know!!! Ting.6 bawah Azam....I remembered ok??

anyway we-students were actually "CAMPAK"/"THROWN"....into

the ?cipta-reka? room as there is not enough classroom..LOL!!..

but at least our class have a 'so-called-permanent' classroom for the year...

I think others are situated in labs and have to move around all the time...

and yes...I'm not the president of my class...

I think 4 years experiencing as a class president is more than enough for me..hehehe~~

{actually I'm just aiming for the prefect position..if I continue form6}

and we got new tables which we carried it all the way upstairs by ourselves

while the only 2 boys-in-our-class went around with teacher to get chairs

one of them actually told me that they got the chairs for us already in the class

when they were walking by...but spoken TOO SOFTLY...

so as usual I did not get what he was saying,lucky siah eer was there to give some sort of reply..?

{if you are reading this...I don't bite LOL!!...}

we had our orientation with our seniors...the upper six...

I was actually having fun...if it was the past-version-of me

I don't think I will be having any fun at all....

& GROUP 2 WON the match....even when there were less boys in our group...

Lastly, Lower six WON Upper Six....LoL!!...

Me, Cky & Tracie were actually quite GANAS compared to the other girls...

anyway...*Big-Round-of-Applause*...

to the Upper six for the effort!!!! ")

Wait!! seriously Lastly!!

I kena smashed by the big wooden-type-of-door...

where they use to separate the"dewan" into segments

My luck is seriously INDESCRIBABLE

Days TO gO~~

2010-05-17T21:19:00.003+08:00

Day 1

from a co-ed to an all girls to an all boys school....yes I have tried everything LOL!

going to a boy school..well I expected scenario like "THIS" but..

it's a whole different scenario when I really stepped into the school though...

it's like girls are extinct species

wherever you go there will always be LOTS of male

not to say it's a bad thing but..yea...transition from a 'LOTS' of female to this...

it's just a weird feeling {for me....>.<}

then the toilet....maybe I am a total 'fussy' person which I don't think so

but after 5 years in a much 'clean-conditioned' toilet

it's hard to adapt to the "new"...

and we were advised to go to toilet in pairs {previous years+ now}

but difference is

previously- if one fainted the other can inform teacher

now- for your safety!!

teacher even advised to not to use the classrooms walkway

and staircase situated in more secluded areas

The way I describe it sound as if I'm risking my life to be in school

It may sound like I'm exaggerating but I have proof...

Day 2

aluminium cans and

Day 3

the 'glass-typed' window

"accidentally" fell when me & my friends were walking

Day4

then I was 'bang' by someone from the back

all if that happened in just 4 days of school...

it's just my LUCK..or...

I'm just speechless in any way ")

Mum & Dad in Japan while I'm.....

2010-05-15T21:07:00.007+08:00

This post was interrupted by Thomas Cup...

LOL!!...anyway Great JOB to the Malaysia'S Team effort...

Support Malaysia FOREVER!!!....always hero-es no matter what..

oh!! and HEROIN-S.....{altough I didn't really watch the UBER Cup..hehe}

ok..seriously back to topic now...

just started first week of form 6..

re-LIVING schooling days AGAIN...after a almost half a year's BREAK...

wearing recycle-d uniform....and shoes!!...

CREDITS to Ling Wei for my white shirts and Ciuyi for the shoes..

THANKS!!!...

And as for my skirt...muahahhahaha!!!

I cut my pinafore...literally....

so didn't even used a single cent for my 'so-called NEW' uniforms...

and to add on I started my Form 6 LIfe without my parents accompaniment...

{I know I sound like 'anak manja' but I'M NOT!!!}

they went to Japan and left me to 'in-a-way' look after my sis and bro...

My schedule for everyday...

{except Monday-10th may-First day of school~~cause school starts at 9 that day}

6a.m.- wake up

make bread for sis&bro
pray
make sure sis get on bus
get ready for school
off all lights,lock doors
drive to school+ park properly

usually around 7.10a.m-reached school

meet up with ex-MGS-ian..{somehow I'm still in the ex-school clique..")}
pendaftaran for those who didn't register on monday.....>.<
orientation...with talks from teachers and others.....
recess which somehow I don't really seem to enjoy..yet...
more orientation....

1.10p.m- Bells RING...

drive back OR pick Sis
Buy lunch OR eat with Sis

3p.m. ?? -Reached Home

Open all windows and doors and on FAN
tidy things in house{all my bro's fault}
shower
Prepare clothes in Washing Machine to be washed Later
Collect DRIED clothes
fetch and pick sis to tuition if needed
SLEEP!!!")

5p.m- Dinner time

fetch sis and bro to tuition every night
make sure bro eats dinner and shower
put clothes into washing machine
eat
hang clothes
wash plates-alternate days with my sis
pray
prepare clothes for next day
make sure sis and bro clothes and 'necessity' is prepared
clean up tables

10.30p.m.- brains automatically says

GO TO SLEEP!!

that is about how my days go....

it may seem like a relaxing thing..but IT'S NOT...

so I am just Damn Glad that my parents are back...

THANK GOD!!!

Form SIX

2010-05-14T19:06:00.004+08:00

Yes I am in form 6....

Surprised?!....Don't be...

I actually chose to do form six when my parents offered to sent me to college

but OH WELL...

me and my "ADULT-ish" Decision...

btw....this is so random....ARH!!!..GO MALAYSIA!!!

ok wait...update on form 6 later...

DATUK LEE CHONG WEI vs.

LIN DAN....

first set: 17-21

goin to concentrate on Thomas Cup first...Lol!!!...

Chao~~>.<

Cinderella Stepsister

2010-05-01T00:41:00.004+08:00

it's really nice,
really sad for gu-eun-ju....."stepsister"...
can't wait for the ending....

P.S : the song playing is from CINDERELLA'S SISTER OST

~to be continue~

The birth of the rich

2010-04-30T23:57:00.014+08:00

A drama where a man dares to hope and dream as well as

confidently says that, ' My dream is to become a RICH MAN'

He is not stupid...don't look down on him...

he is working in one of the top hotels to find his "RICH dad"

P.S. : the drama has not ended yet so..

keeping my comments for it later..

` To be continue....

And it's continuing now...

urm...I have yet to finished the drama...maybe will do...later...

the drama has already ended this week or last week in KBS World...

if I'm not mistaken...hehe..

the show started out well pretty ok but then...

hehehe!!...so.....END~~ ")

Give Me Time

2010-04-16T09:15:00.003+08:00

Give me Time to get over it....

I am not that weak....

I just need some time

while in the mean time

I will be in MY WORLD..."]

Mr.Goodbye

2010-04-15T12:56:00.003+08:00

I just recently finished watching this Korean drama

It was not great but I still give it a '4 star'

I don't really know why that year{2006}

it was not a HIT...

I means seriously this show is really not bad..

just the ending...

SO sad!!!!!!AHHHH!!!.....

His heart stopped with the clock...

So...watch it if you are free..

LIKE ME!!!

Aren't they CUTE?!

So go watch MR.GOODBYE..")

STOP!

2010-04-13T01:52:00.002+08:00

Can you Just Stop?

I need to move on and get over with it already...

Stop stepping into my life even when

I allow you or nag you too...

Even if you don't know...

I just wanted to say,

the small-est tiny-iest little things that you have done

which seems like nothing to you

means the whole world to me...

so please JUST STOP....

Life is A Journey

2010-04-11T22:35:00.001+08:00

YES I AM!!!!!

2010-04-11T21:57:00.000+08:00

Kia Su- not a sore loser just afraid of losing...
Kia Si -well I am DEFINITELY not ready to die..I am still young!!
Kia Gui- after going to the forensic department,you think I would be over with my fear towards ghost..well that just don't work like that ")

seriously "don't give me the look" like I am the only person on EARTH like this...

innocent me "P

The truth of a Doctor's Life

2010-04-04T22:59:00.000+08:00

If YOU think that doctors are snobbish people or
wealthy people or just a bunch of 'smart-y'
living their perfect,wonderful life...well GUESS WHAT?!
YOU are so WRONG!!!...
a Doctor means lifetime of studies,
as technology advances every second,
Doctors got to be updated with it every second too,
as new diseases or vaccine and etc. are discovered,
Doctors got to be the first to get the info,
After completing pre-university courses,
a PRE-MED student got to study five years

to get their degree in the medicine field,

Human Anatomy & Biochemistry

are only 2 of the 10 subjects{if I'm not mistaken}

and there are universities which require medical students to do

post-mortem which is well...go check a dictionary or something...")

after let's say almost 7 years of studying,

in Malaysia it's now compulsory for all medical students

to undergo a 2-years Housemanship

and 3-years serving as Medical Officer in any Government Hospital

and by the way {'they' are trying to reduce 3 years of service to 2 years}

after 10 years of everything then you will become a legal practitioner,

then for those who are going to specialised in a certain field...

it'll take another 3-5 years {maybe}

and the challenging part is during housemanship where

they will be working 7 days a week for 2 years in

6 different departments- 4 months in each departmentduring weekdays,working hour will be around 7a.m.to almost..

I an not sure...but everything should be done when they go back...

for example if they end at about 5p.m.

usually it'll drag for another 1-2 hours..??

then if they go for on-calls means it's almost 36 hours without sleep,

and they still have to go work early the next morning,

while everyone looks forward to weekends...

HO-s {housemen} still got to work half day..if they 'finish' on time ")

and in addition,

after work usually it's back to studying because every single detail,

and piece of information is important when attending to patients

so basically it's sacrificing your social life to serve for mankind,

yes! the salary is well ok..in the sense that you will get

maybe almost 3k plus allowances and other stuff

(during housemanship)

but there will practically be no time to spend it...

this "JOB" is not only a part of a person life,

it's actually his/her entire life as

they are still doctors even without the 'white overcoat'

if there's an emergency they will have to rush

to the hospital even if they are on leave-s

BECAUSE it's all about a person's life

there are no space for mistakes or second chances

so! change your opinion about the

"fake image" of a doctor especially in TV series

It's not that easy as it looks or sound like...

~SERVICE FOR MANKIND~

Doctors Tagging for 5 days

2010-03-29T22:08:00.000+08:00

not technically 'HOSPITALISED'..heehee

it was last week,

I attended a 5 day course in HTAR Klang...

It's a course to expose SPM-ians to a "DOCTOR"-s life,

not to be a know it all,

but before going there I was already expecting discouragements from HO & MO,

because..well that's another story,

anyway I was expecting a lot of people there,

and yeap!!..there were a lot!!!!...

around 80 out of 110 showed up!!...

it's still a lot even minus-ing the 30 person...

The first day was seriously boring...

it's boring in a sense that my group get to visit the wards only,

so during ward's visiting not many interesting stuff will be seen,

but of course u still get the experience and knowledge about a doctor's life

as you will always notice that HO&MO has no time to sit around,

they are always around doing 'everything'

tending to patient..'clerk-in','rounding'.....

but the 2nd day was much interesting as I got to watch

childbirth(natural way)-no vacuum,forceps or surgery..

and went to the forensic department...

the 3rd day..how should I put it...

compatible to first day...

main point was

not enough sleep
no lunch
exhausted
kinda sick

k..the lunch part was actually my fault for not eating

but before that I ate some fried food

then my appetite flew away~~~~

and there was a point when I felt that doctor was not meant for me...

BUT....BUT...BUT...

that was just for a minute ..ok maybe few hours...

after my dinner and 8 hours of 'REAL' sleep...

everything was better the next day..

even with my sore throat..

I did on-call tagging with the on-call HO-s...

was in the medical ward 7B...

we did 'interviewing' with the docs and patients...

Anyway,really wanted to said THANKS to Group4,

we were all really cooperative,

had lots of fun,will miss all of YOU!!...

BOSS- the well..the BOSS
SuSu- the quiet ex-Kwang Hua girl
John- BOSS best talking partner
Lee- looks Quiet seriously not
Wein- well,always talking to Hsing and Naqib..lol
Hsing- study..&..study ....
Naqib- find friends from ward easily..>.<
Thilaga- 2nd day intake,always smiling
Hanis- that typical sweet girl
Krish- his hp.....always...

SuSu & me

Our Group!!

officially saying bye from here~~

BYE!!!

Seriously...

2010-03-17T00:34:00.000+08:00

SPM Result just came out last thursday,

and

I am not in the top 200...

neither am I in the top 2000/4000...

not really sure,

anyway,people just keep on congratulate me

for..well I don't Know....

It's NOT like what I've expected it to be,

even a shock to me

WHEN there were a few of them in the same situation as I am,

and I just want to say...

I MAY seem RELAX during my SPM period,

well I am NOT,

I did study hard enough for it,

eventhough it's doesn't seem like it, >.<

I study in a different way then others ok?

I can't be facing the BOOKS 24/7,

that's just not me,

anyway that's it so far,

everyone is busy with their scholarships,

so GOOD LUCK PEOPLE!!!!

Birthday Celebration

2010-03-01T00:40:00.001+08:00

It's Zen Wu's birthday celebration...

Birthday BoY & Mummy

m3..."}

His birthday was on the 26th this month
but daddy was at KUCHING so
we decided to wait for him to come back
on the 25th which was yesterday to celebrate..
again BUT...his flight was delayed and
in the end we went to eat curry fish and
postponed the celebration to TODAY... on the 27th
{because this time daddy 'belanja' US}

We went to Victoria Station in Subang...

Shi Xin had Grilled Chicken..& she love it...with her Victoria Station Roast Sauce..
Zen wu had Seafood Platter with Scallop,Tiger Prawns,Squid {which was eaten by mummy} and Fish...
Daddy had BBQ Fish Fillet...with his Garlic Sauce... his was seriously delicious...

and dessert ~ was STARBUCKS...

Funny story was...
Venti-Zen Wu{youngest}
Grande- ME {eldest}
Smallest-Shi Xin {2nd}

anyhow, all of us enjoy our meal,the atmosphere and that day very much...

the menumy mushroom soup...
it was ok....
should have order OXTAIL..sighs*

the bread was awesome!!!
my half eaten bread...
Mummy's Baked Onion soup
It's better than mine!

Chicken A'la Kiev...
this was suppose to be my meal but..

mine turn out to be like meatball...
so hehe* mummy offer to switch with me...
this is it!!!..
Salmon and Chicken {not really sure the name of this dish}

the environment was great
it's like eating at a train station
which is how Victoria Station is meant to be at England
{If I'm Not mistaken}

Shi Xin with her Chocolate Cream Chip

Daddy sitting since he don't like Starbucks coffee like
a typical CHINA-MAN..lolx*

Our finished ICE-BLENDED COFFEE-S
P.S. mine was Java CHIPS.. & It's Awesome!!!

CNY 2010

2010-02-23T15:29:00.000+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year...

ok..maybe it's kind of late to wish now...{lol}
I did not chat with cy for a week....that's quite long...
so just chat with her this morning...
I want For Your Entertainment~~
will be going for karaoke this thursday...
anyway not the main point..
AGaIn...I still haven't...bual kosong enough yet....
Why does the day pass so fast....????
so far, {which is the end} went to siah err's and Kah yan's place...
thanks for the angpau!!!....
Thanks again to those who came to my house....
if there was anything wrong or you didn't felt that sastified with...
I hereby apologise.....{BLEK}
others who didn't come this year, better come next year!!...
don't break your promise!!!
If my house was much spacious,I will definitely invite more...
If you FFK me this year, remember to sent ME your apologies...
{I may forgive you..LOL}
If you are reading this....sorry again for the awkwardness..
{if you know what I mean}
If I don't stop if-ing....I will feel stupid... >.<

For my couz....

we should take more photos next year...LOL

all the gok's couz...

freestyle at last...

of course the "oldies"...LOL

and their freestyle

lastly...the three couz...
actually I look kind of drunk in this...
{maybe I was A LITTLE}

Smiles and CHeers for Chinese New Year!!!

Kindergarten Days....

2010-01-28T14:34:00.001+08:00

I think tomorrow will be the last day for me...
working as a kindergarten teacher...
Haiz....I will miss the 'nuisance'.....the children...
there....farewell!!...
hope they grow up to be successful in their life....
and FYI!!!...the "tuning guy" is here in my house now...
of course..tuning the piano...and...
it's like ting!! ting!!! ting!!!re!!RE!!!RE!!!! mi!!MI!!!MI!!!!.........
So I am now in my room....trying to get...less annoy by the SOUND!!!!
or shall I say.....NOISE!!!!{BISING}
sorry!! but I got a short temper....
anyway...

this is MULAN...{if you have no idea}

I finished this cross stitch during Form 4...{I think}
anyway....my mum helped me..or I helped her...in a way
this is just for fun..or SHOW OFF..{lol}

this is an elephant....

my very first artcraft with the children...
this is my masterpiece..sort of...

will miss the kids a lot!!!..
BYE kids..
eventough I don't think they know that I m not there....

Fail~ed

2010-01-27T16:37:00.000+08:00

I failed my 3 Point-Turn...
Who would fail that??...
it's still not my fault...
I didn't press on the break enough..
and the car just reverse by itself...
it's like 1 cm & 1 second!!!...
I should have PASSED everything...
and I can't believe I pass my 'road'.....
without anything...I didn't give anything "EXTRA"....
and even the car "agent" {do you call them that?}
was like shocked...
so I got to pay RM120...to retake the exam...
and I got to take a day off from my work again!!...
{If you didn't know,I am working as a kindergarten teacher now}
GgggggRrrrrrrr...
this is just ridiculous....!!!!....
Eeerrr!!!..I am so pissed off....
just 5 seconds....I would have PASS everything..
I can go on and ON AND ON....about this the whole day...
can't blame me... "}

Change~s

2010-01-14T20:23:00.000+08:00

it's 1 month after SPM....
I am now a KINDERGARTEN TEACHER...
it's true...they are really CUTE kids...
honest and naive best describe all of them..
you are like in a different world when communicating with them...
anyway..oh..yea..my point..is..
haha!!..you know..
I am a fickle-minded person..so..
I decided to change my blog title AGAIN...AGAIN..-AGAIN
I have no idea how many times did I changed it already...
hehe..so SHOULD I??....
maybe I will...OR..maybe I won't..
we'll see....
nitez!!!

Bore-DOM

2010-01-03T22:16:00.000+08:00

yes!
I am really crazy now...{totally coocoo}
but at least I finished re-arranging EVERYTHING...
EVERYTHING....in my room...
& I suddenly thought of doing this...

I am NOT promoting Mc'D...
I did not drew that...
I just added colourS into that picture...
it's like what we do when we were younger..{not to say that I am that old NOW}
please..everyone!! done it before...{liars...if you are denying}

that!! on top!!...are stickers...
I put my name together..
one by a time..
& Blossom{powerpuff girl}...."}
I even said NO to genting...
first..of course..$$ ..not the' biggest' problem...{of all}
next...I got no mood..just out of a sudden..
&..I m just speechless...
HahA!!..I am going to work tomorrow..
not really..work...WORK ...
"}...

Stupid Car Instructor...

2010-01-01T21:59:00.000+08:00

Stupid!!!!
ID*OT!!!
I should have took his picture to put in here..
so no one will go learning under him...
I didn't even take down his car plate number...
never mind...don't want to be that evil...
even though I am quite evil now...blek..
first of all...

I 'sei fo'...(mati enjin)...he start showing faces...

it's just my 2nd hour driving...
& first time on road...
parking that time..

tell me 2 turn into the 'first place' for parking...

how would I know WHERE is it, drive into which lane...

everytime I release the clutch, not really everytime..

the car move not so smooth....
also show faces..
blek!!! I also can show face what!!!
but..I didn't!!!....cause!!!
I am changing car instructor....
IF I CAN DRIVE!!!.....WHY WOULD I NEED AN INSTRUCTOR!!!!!
even if I am slow, I am paying !!!...
CUSTOMER!!!!- that's me!!!
OH!!...that old guy surname is.....GOH!!....
I am really sure he has NO relationship with my mum's family....
NO MATTER what!!!
hehehehehehe!!!!...
feel much better......
anyway....
Pendidikan Moral-nilai..
HAK BERSUARA...
I got...so I am voicing out!!
chao

2010-01-01T01:17:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year!!!
it's 2010!!!
New year,new start,new beginning!!!
take care!!
love you guys...

~best of luck~

IT'S Like.....??

2009-12-24T23:23:00.000+08:00

I DON'T FEEL LIKE ...well....ME!!
I mean I am still fat...physically I am me...but
mentally I don't thinkI am...
confused??...yes I think I am too..
lol..
I just realized I spent off 1/4 of my savings this year..
just by going out for...hmm...let's see..
one-three-...yeap! 6 days..so far..
that's a lot..for me anyway..
I was always talking about others..
how did they spend so much in so little time?
and now..I think I am doing the same..
this is bad..real bad..HORRIBLE!!
I've got to take actions...
plan ahead,
set an exact amount of how much I can not would spend..
yes..this will be it...
and my phone bill...I am so pathetic,
17-still all from my parents,
not to be insulting or what-so-ever...
anyway,it's 11.41 p.m. (in advance)

Merry Christmas ~God bless US All

Petroscience

2009-12-20T17:20:00.000+08:00

Recently,
I went PETROSCIENCE,
yes!! you do not have a hearing problem...
it's PETROSCIENCE..
haha!!...very educational...
if YOU do not know that's such place...{speechless}
anyway,it is located at the 4th floor in Suria KLCC,Kuala Lumpur,
{you will not miss it}
it is not childish..AT ALL...>.<>SKY BRIDGE...
only 160 tickets available daily...{don't worry-free admission}
hei...it was not only an educational day but also FUN!!
i was late that day..hehe..
we sat a train to KLCC...transferred at kl sentral...it is SUPER convenient...

Me,lw,hl,ky,sw & cy...6 of us!!

in petroscience..just the starting

is the heat sensor..i think..who's that? GUesS

process of extracting petroleum

in Muzika,{all kind of 'toys' "about" music}

tickets ~ muzika+petroscience=RM10{13-17yrs old}

3D intro of the famous twin tower

Sky Bridge

want any info visit www.petrosains.com.my
no regrets...
except..I slept during PRINCESS AND THE FROG...
because used excessive energy at petrosains...
Thanks for a great day,People "}
wait!!!

take care in national service...lw & sw

the feeling of...

2009-12-10T17:24:00.000+08:00

NOTHING!!!!...
can you imagine ?
it is after SPM...
everyone is excited...well most then..
anyway...like yea ciuyi said..

post-exam blues and future uncertainties

it's the feeling of emptiness..
i may have plans for the whole week...
may be very busy 24/7..
but i feel like i lose an aim in life..
at least for now..
that is..
i have no idea what am i mumbling about..
but...ciuyi feel the same too...
hehe..got company..
=.= not A GOOD thing also..
but

AAARRRHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!

I am very sure..

i WILL MISS SCHOOLING DAYS..

miss the way teachers teach,scold,tease,talk,"bual kosong"...
miss friends....all of us gather together..
start talking from

"MALAYSIA" to "AMERICA" and back to "MALAYSIA"
well.i think some of us will understand what that mean..hehe

huh..don't want to talk about it..
or not i may...
i don't know...
~ O.O ~

Re-evaluate!!!

2009-12-09T19:24:00.000+08:00

what for??...

for myself lo...

it has been one day now...
since i finished my last SPM paper..
surprisingly i don't feel as excited as i thought i would...
hhmmm...
11 papers... &
10 days...

Malay -uuhhrrmm... komsas bye! karangan?
English -i think should be ok..?
History -no more hope..T.T
EST -...
M.Math -hehe...quite confidence gua..
Moral -don't know what will it be..
Add.Math-Probability...sobs
Bio -i will never be comfortable with it..
Accounts -graph? paper 2-ques2...speechless
Phy -Logic gate actually came out..
Chem -overall..ok..except experiment...4 me!

there it is...
all over...
will miss MGS!!
FRIENDS!!
love you all!!..
Good luck in everything to everyone..
stay healthy!!

~Happy holidays~

T...I...M...E...

2009-08-24T18:33:00.000+08:00

this blog will be temporarily....

d...e...a...d...

see you after SPM!!!

best of luck to everyone!!!

^^

2009-06-08T18:02:00.000+08:00

my arm hurts...
i am practically typing with five fingers...
my arm just started to hurt this morning...
it was not hurting but in another way...
i am speechless as how to describe it in words...
anyway i practically spent my only free day in this entire holidays...
SLEEPING & READING storybooks...
i dreamed during my afternoon nap...{i so..sound like a pig}
the dream started off....
where my new neighbours settled in the neighbourhood...
they were very friendly and they were in their early 20's...
strangely they followed me to my school...
& strangely my school became a co-ad school..{is co-ad spelled this way?}
& i met that guy again from my previous dream...
anyway that was later...the point was...
everyone in the school seems strange...
they greeted me but...in a very polite way...
as in like i am a total stranger to them...
i thought that maybe it was just..well me...
classes went on as usual...
then,came the time where i had the sudden urge to change my clothes...
somehow,i directed myself to the office first..which i had no idea why...
then i saw HIM... at the end of the other side{where i am heading}
with me..two other girls were heading that way too...
when i was about to reach him...i just awkwardly turned around...
after a while i felt an uneasiness behind me...
i turned around and saw him somewhat "chanting" for the 2 girls to go to him...
i was stunned and terrified in a way...
later he stopped and came towards my way...
trying to run away as fast as i could...
he seems to get about floating...like he don't possessed legs...
he was there- 10 o'clock ...
the 2 other girls were at his side...
he walked towards me..mumbling out ancient phrases..{like in the television}
i just can't move from where i was standing..as if my legs were tied to the ground...
i cried out his name... asking him to stopped...
suddenly he looked at me...
with his eyes...that apologetic look on his face...somewhat like pleading for help...
then,
he took my hand and... pressed those"fangs" into...
the surface between my thumb and my index finger...
there was no pain...i felt nothing...
but he looks- like - he was fighting the 'pagan' within him...
i saw the warmth in his 'huge' eyes...
he stopped!... shouting at me to RUN!!
i ran..ran..& ran with my bag of clothes...
i looked at my hand...to see an unusual mark on it...{not the holes of fangs}
and out of a sudden my "neighbours" appeared out of nowhere...
casually talking to me...&
i...
woke up...
only to find my arm hurts more than just now...
~

BIrthdays

2009-06-05T18:33:00.000+08:00

Frankly speaking...
i am starting to hate my birthday...
i just have no idea when and why....
i get all moody when it comes to my birthday...
i easily get angered than any other days...
i think of lots of stuff than i usually do...
any small things that are suppose to be insignificant seems like such a big problem to me...
i start going on-line more than usually...
these just suddenly started last year...
because of certain incident...
i just hate all of these...
and 'these' only happens on my birthday...
how nice!!!...
anyway I'm just pissed off cause my sis,bro &dad went to watch
HANNAH MONTANA the movie without me....

~7th June~
i felt much better after exams..urggh!!
anyway...my family brought me to have dinner...
at **steak house...
and i ate my lobster...
it was the last lobster of the day...
it was delightful...
and that's how i spent my birthday this year...

holidays..

2009-05-30T20:06:00.001+08:00

and..it's MID TERM HOLIDAYS..
again...
totally packed....
i bet all form 5's holidays are packed with all sorts of activities...
mine is basically :

tuition..{no doubt}
leisure.{i hope}
revision..{have to}
test
choir..{still in consideration}

just that five is more than enough...
believe me....
there will be one special day when i have to go 7 hours and 15 minutes of tuition...
i am such a whining brat...
maybe a little..."}
anyway i get to celebrate my birthday with my friends...
and...the ASEAN selection test...
i counted..there is 7 person from my class taking the test...
only from my class...
and surprise..surprise..and SURPRISE+ SHOCK
ling wei didn't get??...
even me..with the terrible results got....
oh!! forgotten to mention...
among the seven my result is the worst...
this is no joke...
you know what...
is either she didn't apply correctly or
haha!lol...
she is too much for them....
{can't accept you 'nerd-iness'}.....don't kill me....
choir.....
another dilemma for me...
i have no idea what to do with it....
i just hope i could go back in time...
when i just don't care what others say about me....
what others think about me.....
i just did what i want to...
and what i think that is correct....
living in own world...
i may be snobbish and annoying and ....
but hei!!...that is part of growing up!!...
i had all the confidence in the world five years ago...
now..it is well not all here...
but lucky me!! i still had wonderful family&friends with me...
see..choir can lead to this..
i have no idea how...
anyway...that it is for NOW..
having my dinner!!!...
enjoy your life "}

it's the end....

2009-05-30T19:50:00.000+08:00

yup!!....
all of us just finished our mid-term examination....
yeaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!er.....................
cause.....
it's just the beginning....
of more..more and more....
TEST & EXAMS....
yucks...
i remembered the last day...
after our civics's exam...last paper
Pn.Ting said....it's over...
and as usual me& my big mouth... "}
i said...that's more teacher....
i can't and don't want to imagine my results....
that shows how *WELL* i did in this term....
uuhhrrmmmm...
basically..exam period..everyone was busy studying..
me ... yup! i did study..
when people is watching...if not...
sayonara!!....
ciuyiwhacked me a lot during exam period...
which is a good thing....
but.... it still didn't work....
Pn.Tan also advised me...not to do last minute work again....
and she did asked me was add maths paper 1 that hard...??
all these events mean one thing....
...... DOOM.....
can't do anything but wait!..

dREams

2009-05-24T18:25:00.000+08:00

if you remember your dreams means...
you are 100% sleeping...
cause we dream every time we sleep...
is whether we remembers it or not.....
and i remember my dream i had last night...or early this morning..{i guess}
don't ask me who is who......."}
it's my brain ..not ME!!..
i m so out of my mind....
i had no idea why and how....
me and my friends were kind of camping at my house...
we were all playing around...
singing and dancing like nobody business.....
i think the camping thing just happen cause of...youth camp....??
{who knows...we can't control our mind}
and out of the sudden..i heard...people laughing and singing like US....
strangely at my neighbour's house....but...people there wasn't my neighbour...
we were a bunch of girls here and there were a bunch of guys there....
weird!!!!!
no idea how....still.....one of the guy appears at our 'camp site'
he almost fell....and i help caught ..him...
{the falling part should be due to me watching people fall in front of me...??}
it was awkward...and then...
i receive a sms from him..saying thanks....
i replied...it's ok..???
AND...
he sms a very .....text.....
"urmm.....it's okay...i have nothing to do with her....don't worry..."
i went to find my mum....
and..
I woke up...
that's the end....
i think i watch too much dramas...
hehehe!!!....
~off~

aGain....=.=

2009-04-25T17:28:00.000+08:00

haha!!!....i saw it again...
but...it's really not my fault.....
that day we were learning the famous "SABOR"....
yeah..i have to say this...
hehe!!!....
ling wei was practically....laughing the whole..way...
do not denied it!!..{blek}
anyway,
so when the class end.....
there was a guy sitting in front of me....
that guy's place was just very..."sempit"
when he got up...
i think he knocked his head....and...
i saw it...
so i kind of laugh...
{i am seriously sorry..i didn't meant to do that..}
it was just funny.....
the guy was like so awkward.....
........=.=................

Series of....wHat!!

2009-04-25T15:46:00.000+08:00

Hari Kecemerlangan.....

basically i just dread through the whole thing....
well, don't get me wrong....
dread doesn't mean i hate the whole thing....
just that i really had lots of UPS and DOWN......
as in i am going to go crazy....
in one day ... i can have all sorts of emotions ...
it's just well ME..{I guess}
first, i just have no idea why was i so pissed off all the time for hari kecemerlangan's practises...
usually i just the feeling of uneasiness..during normal practises..
but that week was just horrible....and FUN!!!..{i am so contradicting myself}
i really hate my-choired-self.....
i don't think i am that bad as a person...but..
in choir..the pressure just start coming....

SOFTBALL!!!

YEAP!!!...this is the end of softball for me.....
{in MGS}....
I guessed most of the softball players had post about this....
but..just bare with me...
WE ARE THE CHAMPION!!!!!!
haiz Mr Teh did say after this..
no more taking bout softball....go back to our studies....
even tough i didn't do much for the team...but i'm still proud of us...
hei!!!.. not in my entire life ...would i ever thought of joining softball....
i don't even know what is SOFTBALL......
this year tournament was just...
let me put it this way....
UPS & Downs...
DO or DIE....
O~~ REBORN.....!!!

no matter what happens....
i still love choir and softball....
altough i always denied the fact.... "}

POooooooffffff!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-04-25T15:10:00.000+08:00

wow...
it has been like what....2 months... since i last blogged...
anyway.... a lot had happened since i last blogged....
especially last two weeks.......
okok..i will go thoroughly later..{for each topic.."}..{hehe!! suddenly feel shock...}
wait!!!...this blog suppose to be suspended.....can't help myself!!!!
urr...mm...i practically have two more weeks to mid year examination....
AND!!....i am not ready for it at all.....
i think i am an addict.......TV addict....
my biology....to me..i think it's getting better..
{but this doesn't mean i am SATISFIED}
so the best words for me now is....
BUCK UP!!

sOftball Interhous3 Tournament

2009-02-28T20:27:00.000+08:00

YUp!!!....
it was just today morning....
I only slept for 3 hours...{due to....it was my fault..}
and i was planning not to participate but... conscience haunted me...
so went to school in the Famous Banana Shirt..
{cause it was a striking colour of Green and Yellow}
again..like last year.. I was the only school player....
but worst this year because.... I was the only form 5 in my team...
{which until now I still can't remember their names...sorry..}
other member was all form 1 & 2....
it was like a bunch of small sisters playing with...me...
none of them has the real basics...{but they were cute}
so again I was playing the pitcher and catcher game....
means....
basically out of nine people only me and amanda were playing when we were fielding...
{it's complicated}
last year..we only had to play once...
this year we got to play four times...with every other house..
I fell down after tagging one runner and scrapped off my skin on my palm...
in the first round..how lucky am I??...
{it was JUST a minor injury}
anyway...I taught I was going to faint after the second round...
with my awful stamina...it's a miracle I even survived until the fourth round...
but oh!oh!....
my legs started to signalled that the CRAMPS are around the corner...
during the third batter...{if I am not mistaken}
I was preparing like normal..into my position...
once I bent... the cramps 'came to visit me'....
I didn't get to finished the game...{sigh**}
Mr.Teh was like..
"bring a 'PARANG' here..."
then, I somemore "dongdong" asked what for??....
he said it's to chopped off your leg..{ggggrrrr}
but I still had fun with other members....
I am wishing them all the best for next year.....
{not my responsibilitY anymore..smiling**evil-ly*}
my legs are still tense but much better now.....
thanks to everyone who helped me ease my cramps....
P.S.I remembered chin was like laughing at me....{-.-} {blek**}
love you all.....!!!!
{i want to eat.....}
~signing off~

~Terminat3d~

2009-02-28T19:18:00.000+08:00

I felt "guai"[baik] this week......
I went for add math tuition even tough it was an exam week...
I know why I went..because...I will be either sleeping or watching television at home
attending add maths tuition at least benefits me...
Mr.Law.....{i don't know how to spell his name}
2nd year with him...still....I am a real "dong dong"....
anyway..he was teaching us integration that day...
then,we did 'exercise 1'...{sounds a little right?....well... IT'S NOT!}
cause me, ling wei and wei chin finished the work..earlier...so..
normal routine..TALKING!!!
then, Mr.Law gave us a "MOtivational Talk" again....{normal}
there was one part when he said.....
any girls with blog....
terminate it...{or something like that}
me,ling wei and chin...was like....eerrrr...OK.....
but the point was why only the girls....
what about the boys......???
as if like none of them have....{i doubt so...}
and...end of the story....
you know what?.....
the next day I had chemistry paper....9.15am....precisely..
usually after assembly....I will be studying...
trying my best to squeeze anything into my "chao da" brain...
but unfortunately...my brain was too "chao da" that day...
I was SLEEPING before the exam start....
I can't seem to stay awake at all....
and I had yet to study.....
{gggrrrrr.....}
it's over now....
let's hope I don't get last in the class....."}

i FOrgotten SOMething!!!

2009-02-14T17:01:00.000+08:00

^Happy Valentine's Day^

to all....

cheersss....."}

bl@ bl@ bl@.....

2009-02-14T16:10:00.000+08:00

i got nothing to blog....
or is it...
i just don't have the urge to blog .....
anyway...
i am still counted as blogging now right??...
wait....i know what to say d....
hehehehe..muahahahah!!!!!!..{evil-lini's laughter}
there's a guy where..he "ter"-slip and sat down on the "floor"....
and the funny thing was i saw the whole "incident"
he was looking around to see if anyone saw him....
and ..OH O.... he saw me looking at him when he fell....
it was terribly awkward for me.....
and i feel bad after that..
cause i kind of laughed at him....in front of him..{sorry}
P.S. i don't think that guy would be reading this but....i meant no "harm"...
*innocent look*
but....he was lucky that he didn't let the girl he "like" saw him....hehehe..
{ i am not confirm of anything i said in this particular line}
anyway....i don't feel like blogging again already...
have fun with exams people...
I AM SO IRRITATING.....
haiz...i know.."}

an expected month..

2009-01-29T23:37:00.000+08:00

wow!!..it's fast..

JANUARY is saying BYE BYE!!!

SPM is saying : HERE I COME!!
{just the truth}

January is 'kind of' a hectic month...

Homework...{as usual}
Secretary of St.John Ambulance...{saje...}
Vice preS.of President Club..{sounds weird}
President of class{not forgetting}
choir's commitment
softball "}

that's just the summary....
our school had A bengkel kepimpinan for pres secretary and treasurer of CLUBS....
ciuyi and weichin posted their sketches...{sobs..}
i can't remember where i put mine....{never mind}
i only did one sketch..i listened to teacher's "ceramah" like a GOOD student..{HA!}
the very same day seen sze and I had St.John's area meeting...
so...i only reached home about 5++..pm....
wearing St.John's HALF UNIFORM for half a day...
glad it wasn't Full Uniform....
hehe i convinced Pn.A to allowed us to wear half u...and miraculously{is there such word?}
she agreed!!!!
ONE thing i love about this year....{one and only ..i guess}
All the teachers are really good to me.....
{easier for me to fulfill my responsibilities}
Ciuyi and I tend to get in a tension debate..
each time we talked about presidents and prefects....
we can't stopped arguing..{IN A GOOD WAY}....
and then...we just suddenly stopped..hhmmm..weird..
not looking forward to anything yet for this year...
or..not willing to....
going back to my homework....
BYE!!!
{see HOW HARDWORKING I AM?}

cHinese New yeAR 2009

2009-01-29T21:31:00.000+08:00

it's CHINESE NEW YEAR again...

Last year as a secondary student!.."{

you know what....i'll just explain through pictures.."}

my couz with his wife...{if i'm not wrong}...
they had to wear the same shirt..and it had to be SUPERMAN....

3 of them were caught red-handed... first to start EATING.."}

the chicken chop finished..none left..hehehe i got to eat before it finished...
there were potato salad,bihun,rendang chicken,prawn and nuggets...{yuummm}

my beautiful couz..

my grandma and grandpa

me&couz

Group pic!!

my favourite pic!!

i ate shark fin soup two days continuously...wow..
and abalone two days continuously too...weird...
i am taking pics with kids..haha!!

all black jack except me??

three monkeys..."P

my bro go YO!

my cute couz...

guess what?...my couz dog ignore me until...
TADA!!..
once i took out my camera..he start posing..
AMAZING!!! and he is good in it....

here comes the real monkeys..LOL!!

my fat leg..

ladylike-NYA

wee!!!

*blek*

I still got YOU!"}

it's the 4th day of CNY!!..
i don't want to go back to school....
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!

Welcome Back To School!!

2009-01-10T12:42:00.000+08:00

it's been one week..today is the first time i am online after...
{it's not that long actually..haha!}

first day of school....

wow....i m in 5DEDIKASI..
that class is just full of stress...STRESS...{or am i the only one stress~ing~}
our class get to sit in the COMFORTABLE lab that very first day...{lucky us}
and then each and every day there is homework..homework..and president work...and......
we got our "mesyuarat rumah sukan" yesterday...i don't want to be AJK Bola Lisut...
{i pushed it to melinder!!}
today was our first day of KOkurikulum...
i was so nervous of choir..cause we got to go audition with the new sir...
but i did it without delaying because i got to rush for st jhn...{haha!!!thnx st jhn}
i think i did terribly...my hearing was terrible..i can't even sing the correct pitch of the note that sir gave...and...i am so embarrassed to say that i have music background...{which i barely just passed every single exam}
but..lucky me!! i still got in{for now}...but
i am very sure that i am in probation...only...
and..i totally forget to tell sir to lower one octave for that song..end up..i was screeching to get to the note....it was horrible...
but sir said i had a wide range from low G/D to high G if i am not wrong..{haha!!!happy}
ST JOHN and Softball was just like the usual...
and...during my "inspection" throughout five days of schooling...
i can conclude that...most of us are getting CRAZY
and it's only the first week of school..{how nice}
anyway...
WELCOME BACK TO SCHOOL!!!
{eerrr*...i sound like a teacher..}
HAVE FUN!!!

2008~ @ Memorable Year

2009-01-02T00:42:00.000+08:00

wow..this is fast...just a blink of an eye
And year 2009 is HERE!!..
2008 has been a memorable year...
a very fun,exciting and....{happy taught(s)} year for me.....
except for certain days....{forget bout it}
but wow...
i only have

3 days till schools reopen...{not exactly cause its already pass 12 a.m}

3 weeks till Chinese New Year...

3 months to first monthly test...{arhhhhh!!!}{not exactly..}

may everyone have a GREAT year ahead...
All the Best TO all of you out there...{and me too")}
make the best out of year 2009...

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
yea..don't ever forget your love one(s) are always with you..to support you all the way trough no matter what is it......
BELIEVE in yourself THAT you CAN MAKE ANYTHING POSSIBLE AS long as you give it your best shot!!..
hAppy New y3@R{~2009~}!!

Can You feel The Love Tonight

2008-12-30T22:38:00.000+08:00

I. Put your iTunes/any other players on shuffle.
II. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
III. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
IV. Tag 11 friends who might enjoy doing this.

1. IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
-My Memory...{yea..right??}

2. WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
-the one and only...{ok sounds like i m so....}

3. WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
-Forever love..{somehow my songs are compatible to these question...eventough its not true!!}

4. HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
-W-H-Y....{n seriously why??}

5. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
-Kiss Goodbye...{so ignoring this}

6. WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
-Pirates of the Caribbean..{means??}

7. WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
-A Moment Like This...{the song is really nice}

8. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
-Because of You....{correct..because of them i came to this world!!}

9. WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
-Complicated...{ so true!!!}

10. WHAT IS 2+2?
-Girlfriend...{this is just plain weird}

11. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
-When You're Gone....{haha!!! one more year to separation..SOBS}

12. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
-Ai Cuo...{OMG..my songs are creeping me out..Ai Cuo mEANS..WRONGLY LOVED}

13. WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
-Here in My Home....{Cool}

14. WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
-Somewhere Out There...??

15. WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
-Girl Across Look Over Here..{I m not LES}

16. WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
-Common Orange Jasmine...

17. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
-Simple Love...{That's so not true!!}

18. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
-ÆÑ¹«Ó¢µÄÔ¼¶¨..{what does this suppose to mean}

19. WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
-Wu Ding..{The Roof?}

20. HOW WILL YOU DIE?
-Gemuruh...{tHat's Right}

21. DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
-Snow Like White Hair....??

22. IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
-Lay All Your Love On Me.....{Zzz}

23. WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
-That's How You Know....

24. WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
-Can You feel The Love Tonight...{i just finished my last song in the playlist to change and...}

I wanted to post this as ...CIUYI FORCED ME TO DO THIS BUT.....
It's kind of fun also ....
Anyone want to be tagged for the fun...
Have fun!!

Are you two a Coherent Pair??

2008-12-29T23:30:00.000+08:00

i just finished reading "ALMOST HEAVEN"..
it was AWESOME!!!..
anyway i better don't start discussing about it or not.. i will never stop...
back to the topic..
i had physics with Mr.Moay..
without Ling Wei and Wei Chin..{one went camping,the other went for her holidays}
COHERENCE

any two waves of the same type are said to be coherent if they have the same speed,wavelength and frequency and they maintain a constant phase relationship

is a boy constantly going out with you,you,and you?
or
with Mary, James,Theresa,Lauria,Perry and bla bla bla....
if he/her is like that..means you two are incoherent pair...
coherent pairs do not have to be lovers,it can be friends also..
{Friends~still going out together....}
i can't say that 100% of us won't be coherent with each other forever...
but chances are slim...
Like what Mr.Moay said...
"there will be changes in life"
can you be coherent with a person forever?
ARE YOU GOING TO BE COHERENT WITH EACH OTHER
in a few more years?
{i really had no idea why i posted this??..}

Sunway....Cameron Highland....tagged

2008-12-27T11:49:00.001+08:00

i had too much fun this holiday...
that i neglected my studies TOTALLY!!!
anyway...i decided to cramp all 3 things into one post!!
hehehe....
sunway lagoon.. we went after ICC{International Cadet Camp}
yea!!..before that i went cameron highland with my family..
went Cameron for 2 days and straight to ICC the next day..{choon! right?!}
you know what...since ciuyi already post the sunway thing...
i decide to neglect it..."}
Cameron Highland...
is not a bad place...to spent the weekend...
eventough we didnt get to stayed in EQUATORIAL HOTEL...
where my whole family were blaming me for it..
i am so INNOCENT!!..
we stayed there for 1night instead of 2 cause i got to go for ICC the next day.....
and they are blaming me for that..

me with the flowers

but..come to think bout it..we were eating most of the time at Cameron..{HAHA}
yea..tagged..by three person if i'm not wrong...

Khaleeqa..{i'll use the english version..}{it took me a long time...}
10 things about the person who tagged you :
1)my classmate...
2)my friend
3)member of 4 dedikasi's 2008
4)talkative at times{haha}
5)in love with someone.....{VERY IN LOVE}
6)good debator
7)responsible
8) nice
9)pure
10)good listener

Ling wei...{cause she said tagged if consider yourself as her friend}
1)really SMART..
2)look innocent
3)inside she is really a chatterbox
4)friends since FROM 1
5)once upon a time that we thought each other was "sombong"{i think}
6)becomes really sweet in front of teachers{u have to witness it yourself or not u won't understand}
7)responsible
8)strict
9)perfectionist...{till a level where..}
10)my tutor..best friends forever!!!
{a lot more to write..hehe}

Ciuyi..{tagged by...anyone who read her blog..zzz}
1)same..look innocent..only
2)smart also...{with a lazy act sometimes}
3)a strict prefect
4)friends since standard 1
5)reli like to manja..{haha}
6)pretty not boyish person..{thinks that she is boyish}
7)yea she don't like celebrities..{she sees no point in buying albums}
8)responsible
9)good listener
10)still don't know what's her ambition....{best friends forever!!}
{still got more to write but no time..} MASA ITU EMAS!!

10 things about yourself:
1)so rough..{"cho lo"..in hokkien}
2)thinks that i am much man than guys..which is true...
3)lazy
4)talkative...
5)talk very loud..{volume naturally high..can't help it ^*^}
6)love to eat,sleep,watch television
7)tall for a malaysian girl.."}
8)need to start controlling before i becomes obbes..{i think that's it}
9)can be a good listener@sometimes
10)wants to be a neurosurgeon or an obstetrician
{wish that people with 'ability' choose doctor as their ambition}

10 person you would like to tag:
i have no idea...see ya!

i am back...

2008-12-17T16:26:00.001+08:00

after one long week attending international cadet camp...
'anjuran' st john ambulance....2008...
KPS members were supposed to gather at HQ at 6.30a.m{if i was not wrong}
The day before...
ciuyi:what time will you reached there?
me: 6.45 maybe...
ciuyi:6.45?? we are suppose to be there at 6.30..
me:ok i'll try my best...
7a.m or earlier:i rushed to HQ....hehehe{overslept}{sorry}
we went with two buses...i think{there were 70++ of us from KPS}
we reached our destination at last...{TEMPLER'S PARK RAWANG}
Me,ciuyi,sue wen,seen sze,looi yoong slept in the same classroom with another 15 girls from different area of selangor...
First Day
wooaa...
housekeeping for more than 2 hours{if i am not wrong}
technically its for the guys cause they were sleeping in tents...
we{mgs-ian} went walking around...{time was dragging to pass}

first photo of the day!!
...of ICC...

we also played games with other members from different areas,states and countries...

4++ p.m: it was time to meet our group!! "}
And the rain decide to join US!!
all campers RAN into the tents{i think that's called a tent?..i know!its canopy right?}

all five of us with
other campers
CHEERS!!

the rain stopped right after ANDREW..[one of New Zealand campers or officers] sang...{cool right??}
my group!!
YELLOW 3~YELLOW FELLOW
~We won't follow you...
yellow 3 started ..quiet..but..after dinner..it was a different story..
all of us started talking as if we were old friends..
me:why were you so quiet during grouping time?and yet now you have much to talk..haiz..
E: oh..cause we haven't eat just now..after dinner...energy recovers!
we had group presentation..and ice breaking..{we really broke ice..big chunks of it}
2ND DAY
it was opening ceremony

our new full uniform

then starts our activity...it was raining again...me and ciuyi skipped getting wet...{long story}yellow village started with wengchoon..{some self defense lessons..i am speechless}
3RD DAY
its more fun each and every day!...
the weather was good...no raining!!...we went WATER RAFTING..
me,ciuyi sue wen,seen sze and swee kiew went water rafting twice!!
then came the one activity that most campers dislike..OBSTACLE COURSE..

this was us after obstacle course!!

we had group performances..
there were one group that voice out for the guys through a song..
cause we had a bad day...they said boys tents were drained with water but they don't blame anyone{something like that.it was hillarious}

me and sue wen...
in the classroom...

4TH DAY
Yellow and green village combine to do either FLYING FOX or HIGH ROPES
we waited for ages for our turn..played "concentration" with lots of people..it actually started with me,seen sze and ciuyi..we exchanged name tags to make it more interesting...then elkend and yong jie joined us..elkend was the same group as me...he kind of remember my name and was confused when he saw my name was seen sze..haha!!..
at the end we played flying fox cause it was past lunch time and high ropes was still a long wait..after that we went jungle trekking...we did not even went right up cause it was raining..but all of us had fun IN THE RAIN
that night was CAMPFIRE NIGHT..danced all the way
5TH DAY
went for KL TOUR and NATIONAL REVIEW
the camwhoring {i am not sure of the spelling} starts!!

ciuyi
sue wen
me
at dataran merdeka...

my group!!

YELLOW 3

we went Timesquare,Kl tower,KLCC and supposedly Istana Negara and Tugu Negara
but the last two was canceled due to certain inconvenience...

6TH DAY
First-aid competition was held...everyone was busy taking autographs from others and exchanging stuff with each other...
we had plenty of time to rest that morning...
Closing Ceremony...
Costume night...{it rain again}..danced all the way
7TH DAY{LAST DAY}
we were allowed to sleep till 8a.m...
then i have no idea how Yellow 3 suddenly gather around..
Richard start slapping and hugging people....{haiz}
and i started crying after my group leader hugged me...
{i don't know why??}

byebye!!...we are going home!!...
had lots of fun with my group and of course..MGS-IAN....
miss you all....BYE ICC 2008....

4th dec 2008

2008-12-04T23:52:00.000+08:00

i slept at 2 a.m.... all my fault cause i was watching show.... anyway i woke up early{means 7 a.m.}*i only slept for 5 hours..ha ha!!*

i went to ciuyi's house at 8.30a.m.
{eventough i told her 8..sorry!!}
reached ciuyi's house "}

her father sent both of us to jusco... 11a.m.~reached jusco,we went to find a present for
lu yi... went to MEMORY LANE first... we kind look around..playing with the soft toys... that's some doodoo dolls...wanted to buy that but cause lu yi's birthday month of 'doodoo' doll not nice so we went out from the shop....hehe.... went into S&J we bought something at last!!!... it was almost 12p.m.{i think} we waited at outside the cinema....

sitting at the bench... we were suppose to watch 'BOLT' with lu yi and seen sze... they were late..=.= both me and ciuyi decide to go into the cinema first... they came at last "] BOLT was a nice show..eventough i almost slept during the show..{not because its boring..because i got not enough sleep} the feeling that may go through when you see BOLT... exciting,sweat''',touching...NICE!!!... then it was bye bye to lu yi and seen sze... cause.. me and ciuyi are going bowling with kah yan,ee vee and wei chin{hehe i paksa wei chin to join us..it was fun ok?} yesterday... wei chin: i want to play ps... me: yo...ps can play anytime... didn't expect that the bowling alley was crowded with people... i put my name on the waiting list...{there were 12 people before me..} so me and ciuyi went to eat at MC.D!! we saw certain st.johners also....?? then came..wei chin first...then kah yan and ee vee.. but they got to wait for me and ciuyi to eat first.... technically just me at the end..{hehehe} when we went to the bowling alley...just realise that it had long past our turn... {SORRY}and
we start our bowling..ling....

tagged

2008-11-26T16:32:00.000+08:00

this is the first time i kena tagged and...{speechless}

1. Do you think you’re hot?
~not in a million years..fat definitely!

2. Upload your favorite picture of you!
~not here...hehe!

3. Why do you like that picture?
~i like it cuz i have no idea and u will never know also..

4. When is your last time you ate pizza?
~yesterday...it's yummy...

5. The last song you listened to?
~edward's lullaby

6. What are you doing right now beside this?
~watching 'my X family' AGAIN...and of course trying my best to do my homework "}

7. What name would you prefer beside yours?
~love mine,eventough a lot of people have similiar names..but wouldn't want to change

8. People I tag.
A.ciuyi{anyway ling wei tagged you already}
B.ling wei{don't have to do again right?}
C.jas min
D.wei chin{i doubt she will be doing}
E.suwarna

9. Who is A?
~my well known "bestfriend" for 10 years already...a.k.a. my daughter..

10. A is having relationship with?
~hmmm....let me see,even if i know i still can't tell..haha

11. Say something about E.
~my sister,MGS softball team pitcher,punk lover,wana be a rockstar in the future

12. How about D?
~hei,my friend for almost 11 years..she was so bad to me when we were younger..haha

13. Who is B?
~the person who tagged me and my buddy for almost 4 years,the person who always bully me around..that's her!!

Resonance...-.-...

2008-11-25T11:10:00.000+08:00

yeap..i am posting that 'incident'...

Yesterday,i went for physics tuition.Mr.Moay was teaching us examples of resonance.I can't really remember how he went to the topic of using mobile phones too long
{most probably connected to resonate}
Mr.Moay was like telling the class that sometimes when we use our handphone too long we will feel the heat at our ear.Then,he said this will like resonate our brain{i think}...which will make our brain "chao da" (burned).Then, ALL THE SUDDEN, Tammy called my name{i don't think it's that loud} but..ling wei and wei chin made the whole thing worst,they started laughing and calling my name...means : they are saying that I use the phone too long until my brain "chao da"{-.-} and..teacher was like asking me, did i go through that before..of course NO!..
the worst thing was the whole class had to laughed together.. teacher was like saying brain
"chao da" will become HIGH...
{almost the whole class ..i guess}
{i admit i maybe kind of high sometimes only}..
Ling wei can't stop laughing..she was like..haha.brain"chao da"{or something like that}..
and DEJAVU!
the previous scene happened again.This time it was damping{we were learning DAMPING}
can't remember what was it that was so funny that I was made the laughing stock of the class AGAIN...{thanks to ling wei and wei chin..i think..}
twice a day..
and in the end i found out that Tammy called me to tell me something and not to 'kenakan saya' unlike ling wei and wei chin "}