holidays..

and..it's MID TERM HOLIDAYS..
again...
totally packed....
i bet all form 5's holidays are packed with all sorts of activities...
mine is basically :

• tuition..{no doubt}
• leisure.{i hope}
• revision..{have to}
• test
• choir..{still in consideration}
  

just that five is more than enough...
believe me....
there will be one special day when i have to go 7 hours and 15 minutes of tuition...
i am such a whining brat...
maybe a little..."}
anyway i get to celebrate my birthday with my friends...
and...the ASEAN selection test...
i counted..there is 7 person from my class taking the test...
only from my class...
and surprise..surprise..and SURPRISE+ SHOCK
ling wei didn't get??...
even me..with the terrible results got....
oh!! forgotten to mention...
among the seven my result is the worst...
this is no joke...
you know what...
is either she didn't apply correctly or
haha!lol...
she is too much for them....
{can't accept you 'nerd-iness'}.....don't kill me....
choir.....
another dilemma for me...
i have no idea what to do with it....
i just hope i could go back in time...
when i just don't care what others say about me....
what others think about me.....
i just did what i want to...
and what i think that is correct....
living in own world...
i may be snobbish and annoying and ....
but hei!!...that is part of growing up!!...
i had all the confidence in the world five years ago...
now..it is well not all here...
but lucky me!! i still had wonderful family&friends with me...
see..choir can lead to this..
i have no idea how...
anyway...that it is for NOW..
having my dinner!!!...
enjoy your life "}

it's the end....

yup!!....
all of us just finished our mid-term examination....
yeaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!er.....................
cause.....
it's just the beginning....
of more..more and more....
TEST & EXAMS....
yucks...
i remembered the last day...
after our civics's exam...last paper
Pn.Ting said....it's over...
and as usual me& my big mouth... "}
i said...that's more teacher....
i can't and don't want to imagine my results....
that shows how *WELL* i did in this term....
uuhhrrmmmm...
basically..exam period..everyone was busy studying..
me ... yup! i did study..
when people is watching...if not...
sayonara!!....
ciuyiwhacked me a lot during exam period...
which is a good thing....
but.... it still didn't work....
Pn.Tan also advised me...not to do last minute work again....
and she did asked me was add maths paper 1 that hard...??
all these events mean one thing....
...... DOOM.....
can't do anything but wait!..

dREams

if you remember your dreams means...
you are 100% sleeping...
cause we dream every time we sleep...
is whether we remembers it or not.....
and i remember my dream i had last night...or early this morning..{i guess}
don't ask me who is who......."}
it's my brain ..not ME!!..
i m so out of my mind....
i had no idea why and how....
me and my friends were kind of camping at my house...
we were all playing around...
singing and dancing like nobody business.....
i think the camping thing just happen cause of...youth camp....??
{who knows...we can't control our mind}
and out of the sudden..i heard...people laughing and singing like US....
strangely at my neighbour's house....but...people there wasn't my neighbour...
we were a bunch of girls here and there were a bunch of guys there....
weird!!!!!
no idea how....still.....one of the guy appears at our 'camp site'
he almost fell....and i help caught ..him...
{the falling part should be due to me watching people fall in front of me...??}
it was awkward...and then...
i receive a sms from him..saying thanks....
i replied...it's ok..???
AND...
he sms a very .....text.....
"urmm.....it's okay...i have nothing to do with her....don't worry..."
i went to find my mum....
and..
I woke up...
that's the end....
i think i watch too much dramas...
hehehe!!!....
~off~